The Beginning
Denzel Irawan May 8, 2026
From an early age, I’ve always been into watching films, especially classic ones.
One of the first films that really stuck with me was Casablanca (1942). I didn’t fully understand everything about it at the time, but I remember how it made me feel. There was just something about it. The atmosphere, the characters, the way every scene felt so intentional. It pulled me in without me even realizing why.
Maybe it was the story.
Maybe it was the cinematography.
Or maybe it was the amount of detail and care put into every frame.
At that age, I wasn’t thinking about directors or lighting or editing. I just knew that what I was watching felt different. It felt bigger than just entertainment.
Somewhere along the way, that feeling turned into curiosity. I started wondering why certain scenes stood out more than others, or why some moments stayed with me long after the film ended. I even found myself rewatching scenes, kind of nerding out and trying to break them down. I didn’t have the answers yet, but I was paying closer attention every time I watched something.
Ketchup, 2023 (Photo by Kenneth Martinez)
As I kept watching more films, I started noticing things without even trying. The way a camera would slowly move into a scene. The way lighting could completely change the mood. The way silence could sometimes say more than dialogue.
I didn’t have the words for any of it yet, but I was paying attention.
And I think that’s where it really started.
I’ve always seen myself as a pretty expressive person, and film became something that naturally connected with that. It felt like a way to communicate emotions and ideas without having to explain everything directly.
Even back in high school, whenever there was an opportunity to present something, I would look for a way to turn it into a video. Instead of just putting together slides like everyone else, I would challenge myself to create something more visual.
A lot of people saw it as unnecessary or even time-consuming. Why spend extra time filming and editing when you could just present the information and move on?
But for me, it never felt like a waste of time. It was the excitement of building something from scratch. Drafting a story, recording it, editing it, and then finally seeing it come together. That process was what made it worth it.
That was when I realized this was something I wanted to pursue seriously.
Telling my parents was not easy. Film is not exactly the safest career path, and the idea of becoming a “starving artist” made them hesitant at first.
But I knew this was more than just a phase. I stayed consistent, showed how committed I was, and eventually, they came around.
Before I knew it, I was on my way to Vancouver Film School, ready to take the next step.