The Message

Denzel Irawan May 11, 2026

If there is one thing filmmaking has taught me, it is that nobody truly has everything figured out.

When I first became interested in film, I thought the journey would mainly be about creativity and storytelling. What I did not realize at the time was how much filmmaking would challenge me mentally, physically, and emotionally along the way.

There will always be moments where things go wrong.

Budgets fall apart. Shoots run late. Equipment fails. Locations become unavailable. Weather changes unexpectedly. People become exhausted. Sometimes you will even question whether everything is worth it anymore.

But strangely, that is also what makes filmmaking special.

It is the ability to continue creating despite the chaos.

One of the biggest lessons I learned throughout my journey is that filmmaking is never done alone. Behind every film are countless people sacrificing their time, energy, creativity, and comfort to help bring an idea to life. From directors and cinematographers to editors, sound designers, production assistants, actors, and producers, every role matters more than people realize.

Some of the strongest memories I have from film school were not only the final films themselves, but the experiences shared with the people around me. The late nights, stressful deadlines, problem solving under pressure, and even the moments where everything seemed to go wrong somehow became part of the process that made filmmaking meaningful.

Another thing I learned is that limitations should never stop you from creating.

Some of the projects I am most proud of were made with extremely limited budgets, tight deadlines, and difficult conditions. At times, we worked in cramped spaces, freezing temperatures, or environments that were far from perfect. But creativity often grows the most when you are forced to adapt and find solutions with what you have available.

You do not need expensive equipment or perfect circumstances to begin telling stories.

You simply need the willingness to start.

I also realized that growth in filmmaking often happens when you step outside your comfort zone. Before film school, I thought I only wanted to direct. But through experience, I discovered a passion for producing, leadership, communication, and the collaborative side of filmmaking that I never expected to enjoy as much as I did.

Sometimes the path you imagine for yourself changes, and that is completely okay.

In many ways, that is part of the journey.

To anyone out there hoping to become a filmmaker someday, my biggest advice is to stay curious and keep creating. Watch films closely. Learn from the people around you. Experiment. Make mistakes. Accept criticism. Challenge yourself creatively. Most importantly, do not wait for the “perfect moment” to begin, because that moment may never come.

The truth is, nobody starts out fully prepared.

Everyone is learning as they go.

At the end of the day, filmmaking is not about having everything under control. It is about passion, collaboration, adaptability, and the willingness to continue telling stories even when things become difficult.

And sometimes, the most meaningful part of the journey is not only the films you create, but the people, experiences, and lessons you gain along the way.

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Photo By Celine Gunawan

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